Tonight. I pray everynight. Tonight will be the first night that I actually pray to be taken.
ive been with her for over a year now
im not entirely sure, but it was with rachael. it was extremely nice.
if i weren’t with rachael, id bang my left hand.
The biggest turn on is seeing my girlfriend in her bra and undies and when shes on top of me.
I decided I’m going to take your route and just write this out instead of texting it. I have a lot to say in this post so brace yourself. I’m extremely glad I got to spend my day with you. I realized a lot today. One thing I realized is I hold onto values a little bit too much. Yes family is family, but you come first in your life. I’m done trying to sugar coat things. I’m going to admit that both of our lives are a little screwed up. Neither side is worse than the other. Now the reason this is so significant is because I also realize how much I need you and how much you need me equally. I’m going to be here for you so much more than I already am. I read your post about you not being able to handle EP without me. Now I’m not bringing this up to get you thinking, I’m bringing it up because I’m going to expand that thought into something bigger here; that one statement shows me that I’m the person you turn to in your time of trouble. I’m not going to lie, at times I just forget that. Not in any kind of negative way, but it will just slip my mind. Well now it won’t anymore. I’m always here for you babe, and I understand how much we need each other. I love you so much, Rachael.
Now I want to spend some time explaining something to you. Two words stood out in your post about me: proud and happy. Those two words are extremely different and I’m going to tell you what they mean to me in terms of us. You make me so happy babe. When I see you, I can’t help but smile. I get jittery, weak in the knees, and every moment with you is even better than the last. There’s never a moment where I won’t think “Damn, I have something really special here. I love it.” You make me the happiest man alive <3
Rachael, more importantly, you make me proud. I want to make sure you never go a moment thinking you don’t make me proud. I am always proud of you. Nothing you do could ever change that. Now the difference between proud and happy…in a very vague sense….is this: you make me happy and I smile and laugh and enjoy my time with you, you make me proud and I think “My girlfriend is such a smart, determined woman who won’t let anything get in her way.” You might think otherwise, but when we sit down together I will name everything that makes me proud of you. One thing I want to touch on though is how you’ve matured so much in such a short time. You realized how much we mean to each other, and in this relationship I’ve seen you blossom because of it. If there’s one thing I want you to know forever, it’s that I will always be extremely proud of you. And my reason for this is because everything you do is with open arms and an open heart.
I really wanted to just show you how much you mean to me babe. This might not be the cutest post, and it might not immediately cheer you up, but it was intended for one thing……I want to show you what I see day to day but don’t really tell you. Like how happy I am and how proud you make me. The second thing was that I want to let you know that I will express it much more often to you simply because you deserve to hear it. You’re an amazing girlfriend and I do appreciate everything. The third thing is the most important message that I was trying to get across…..I will ALWAYS be here for you. Alwaysalwaysalways. Your protector is still here and I always will be. I love you Rachael. So much.
I really don’t know how I haven’t yet. I’m pretty surprised myself. I guess I still have some sanity, right?
Hi Boobies! How’re you? I called you boobies cause they are very big, and I really like them. But I miss you. I’ll see you tomorrow though! YIPPEE! I’m extremely bored right now. I miss you. I love you. This 2 times a week thing is really whack. But you’re lucky you’re cute though =P haha. So I have the attention span of a 4 year old with a severe case of ADHD. I’m gonna end this at that. Teehee. I love you baben/BOOOBIES/cuten patooten. Oh and Birry says, “Hi Mommy!” =D lol Bye Boobs! <3 I love you very much!
But now it’s going to haunt me forever. I’m not at all doing this for me. I’m doing it for you. I may be dying, and you may hate it, but in the end I’ll be happy knowing you aren’t with an asshole like me. I’m sorry.
I see you standing standing next to me. I see your beautiful eyes looking into mine. Your gorgeous hair lightly flowing. Your soft lips longing for a kiss. I’m mesmerized by your beauty, as I always have been. We are standing on a dirt road in the middle of nowhere. One end represents our past. That end, worn by our footsteps, seems a little dark at some points. It is worn down by weathering, has some foggy parts, and is narrow. There are parts that are sunny, and blossoming, but still some ugly parts here and there. Ahead however, is a wide open, beautiful road. It is fresh and warm, sunny without a single footprint. It is begging for us. I’m asking you to take my hand now so we can travel this road together. We can walk down this untrodden road, and I will keep you safe from any harm. I will hold your hand as we make our incredible journey through it; it will be just you and I. We will travel it for years and years, and if you ever need rest, I will carry you. Just know you will never walk this road alone. I will be there the whole time. A long long time from now, I will stop for a moment. When I do stop I will be old and gray-haired. But I will still see you standing next to me, see your beautiful eyes looking into mine, see your gorgeous hair lightly flowing in the nice breeze, and notice your lips as soft as they will always be. I will look back at this road, look into your eyes, and be the happiest man in the world. I want you on this road with me for eternity. I have exposed the most sacred part of my heart to you and only you; a part that nobody else will ever see. It is the deepest part of my heart filled with one emotion: unconditional love. Love in its purest form is very fragile; delicate. I don’t trust anyone else but you with it. Take it and keep it safe. It is all yours and it is forever. Now, take my hand. Trust me and trust where I am leading you on this road. Let me take you through this journey with me, and let me love you forever and ever. I love you, Rachael.
Is ridiculously swollen. I hate wisdom teeth =/ This better get better soon.
I honestly can’t continue being the person I am. I can only imagine what’s going through your head right now. I need to change this before it’s too late.
I miss you. You have a nice smile? No, you have the best smile. You
make me all jittery inside. You should kiss me next time you see me.
Someday I will make you my wifey. You + me = corchael. <3
If I saw you now I’d call you punkin and kiss you before you’d have
time to react. I want to snuggle you up. I would build a birdhouse just
for you. If I could sing you any song it would be Yellow.
We could kiss under the stars.
(P.S. Good Morning.) c=
I miss you a lot. I will cuddle with you asap! I will run there and kiss you and be like “AHHH BEEBSHHH! I’M HERE!” So, don’t fret please. =’c
Even that is a massive understatement. I LOVE her. We slow danced today =)